Monday blues

This is not starting really well... I wanted to be all energitic and ready to take on the world this morning. Started to eat my bowl of cereals just to find that my lactose free milk for some reason was not good anymore. I had the time to take two full spoons when I realise that the milk on one spot when I took the third spoonfull was holding the cereal pieces together in a gooey manner. I got violently ill. I still have much to do today but I am almost afraid to go in the sun and get heat stroke or something. I got to not get overwhelmed and breathe slowly. What can I accomplish today that will set me a step forward? -Get my picture done for my health card -Get envelops -Go to AI to know what is happening; did they get my change of adress? -Go to the CLE to see an agent and get some orientation career wise Those are not that bad at all. I just feel like this morning I am still out of touch with myself... On a not "responsability" basis I also wanted to: -Start that Fit for life journal (just so I am more aware of what I am doing) -Unpack more stuff -Put artwork up in the appartment -get shelves and a small table for my bedroom For some reason I still feel like those ones are useless and then I go into some sort of vicious circle of distress. Grrr Well got to get off my ass and start now.