Grr each day is a reminder

It gets me angry sometime; when things keep on happening to make it seem like a direction is definitely the best BUT that you have to do it all the way.  The car got stolen a few weeks ago when we were in montreal.  we had to come back to the south shore by public transportation. We thought: " hey its actually not that bad.. not parking problems in july when we move back here".  But they found back the car.  Since my mate insrance were not covering it, he had to pay for the towing and for the place at the garage where the police put it aside.  that is a couple of hundred dollars. Now we were pissed off cause he cancelled everything.  We decided that ok, we could do with it until july cause hell...there is nothing to do here and public transport is way too expensive in the area.  I was to pay to get the licence back... well the car is not working and the charger that we bought not mpore than 6 months ago for such situation, well it is not working anymore.  So we are gonna sell the car. Its over.  Simple Living.  eh?   

I also thought of ordering myself a new MP3 player and a sd 2packs for our camera; it was not for just consommation.. I need the music to follow me. it helps me greatly.  Yan had one, but it broke.. I offered him to take the one I currently have that would serve him well. That way I can get one that will actually have all my collection on it.  As for SD cards, we wanted to go and take pictures togethers.  Yan has been hating art since a teacher that was frustrated and mean blew it for him.. so I was really happy when he proposed that.

Well, they were supposed to be here yesterday. no news.  no info on the website, and when i wrote to know what the hell is up.  they wrote back a generric message saying that if I dont call in 3 days the number they give me they gonna cancel my order... what the f**k?.

I need to have less stuff, compact everything in a few pieces.  that is what I am trying to do but without the whole I am gonna eat dirt and not have anything part. Simple Living, not priesthood.

• My Laptop: to write, explore, store.  I have books in pdf on it.
  

• My Olympus camera and studio flash: when I am courageous enough
  

• My Books: i will keep some of them but try to sell the most. in the futur; i will try to buy pdf
  

• My Movies: well they are like books for me. i seriously just want to keep the one that touch me.  that would mean them all cause I never bought a movie just for the heck of it.
  

• My Clothes: I already went around my wardrobe a couple of times to optimise what I have. plus I am gonna start doing my own stuff again.
  

• My box of craft: dollar store stuff, ribbons and such.
  

• My telescope-microscope kit: i just got that cheap. cause its the child in me that wanted it.  I loved looking at the stars before.  and I loved looking and small things.  now that I grew up and think weirder thoughts than most, i am even more interested in the macrocosme and microcosme.
  

• My exercice stuff: nothing too much. just enough.. mat, weight, elastics, etc